February 17, 2010

So what do you do when the person you love is the reason behind all your pain? 

When things aren’t the same anymore and you constantly see yourself striving to maintain a perfect relationship? 

When you no longer trust that person because their words continuously contradict their actions?

Have you ever felt this unbearable pain in your chest, but think to yourself that the pain is worth it because in the end you are still with that person? 

Whenever they are out, you have a million of ideas just clustered in the back of your mind. You try your best to trust them, but for some reason you just can’t. You want them to do little sweet meaningful things, but yet they don’t. You find yourself so infatuated with this thing we call “love” that you isolate yourself from everyone and everything you once loved. But in the end, is it really worth all the trouble and sacrifice?

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