January 12, 2009

Empty


I got myself a new space.

Ive never felt so emotional ever. Today,I told a stranger about my dream. She gave me a pat on my back and told me "if you have the passion,half the battle is won." I felt so inspired.

So Dad was on the phone with aunt back in Canada just now. She's diagnosed with stage1 breast cancer and is going through chemotherapy. Somehow that reminds me of Shin that's battling cancer too. I pray that aunt will get well soon! I feel happy cus somehow I've brought Dad and aunt closer now(i guess). They haven't been in contact for sometime until the previous day when my cousin Rita sent a message via facebook.

I'm feeling better now. I've been tearing for the past days. Maybe i should stop.being.childish. Its over. I should leave all the emotional baggages behind and move on. Yes i should drink less too. Its crazy how i gulped down two cans of Sapporo and Asahi and half a bottle of Umeshu.

I'll be getting back my results later. I should laugh at myself,really.

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